Well tonight was a total waste of make up and I'm sure tomorrow night will be just as bad. At least we had a really good day. Went out to breakfast for the first time in months. Pudd'n was an angel. No whining, crying or behavioral vomiting. He didn't eat much, but at least he sat there like a good boy. We went to Kohl's and took advantage of the awesome sale they got going on. Again, pudd'n was an angel. Pudd'n & Sam have been having a great time running through the house. A strange smell has developed in Pudd'ns closet. We tore it apart and could not find the source. Steve will check the attic tomorrow. Well at least the closet is in order. I now have all my crafts & candles in one spot.
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Saturday, January 31, 2004
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Friday, January 30, 2004
Well I'm having a few minutes of down time before I have to shove some food down my throat and get ready for my 2nd job. Ugh! My bright spot is that Grandma is taking Pudd'n shopping for toys. He got so excited when he saw them pull up in the car. I hope he picks a few things out. Man do I need a massage!
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I went for a nice long trail ride on Kip yesterday with Becky & Linda. I wish I could say I had a peaceful, relaxing ride. Kip was in rare form and a few times I thought I was going to end up in the emergency room. Kip, crow hopped, spooked at nothing, mini reared and walked BACKWARDS up a hill. The horse was dripping wet from sweat by the time we got back. We passed some kids and one asked "hey, did your horse just have a bath?". Ugh! Becky said Kip was like a box of chocolates.........I told her I got the box filled with nuts & fruit this time. Next time I ride Kirby. He's more predictable, still a little fruity. But at least I know that he won't walk backwards up a hill or get so caught up in the "flight response" that he kills me in the process. Sunday we get our treadmill. I can now watch my hockey games and work out! Go me! I picked up another week at the middle school. It is real easy work. Oh! This is funny! One of my duties is to go to certain class rooms and pick up home work assignments. This one teach has not even barely grunted at me when I come in. Yesterday I wore one of Lili's shirts that she gave me. It's a lovely black, clingy sweater. And as we all know Ms. Maeve got some big boobies. WEEEEEEEELLLLLLLL I come walking in to get home work assignments and Mr. Cranky is ALL sorts of talkative today! Wants to know my name, blah blah blah. I got such a laugh out of it. Men are so predictable! Ugh, it's time for me to throw on more of Lili's clothes and get Pudd'n ready for school. At least I have some decent stuff to wear now!
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
My darling puppy Sam left me an "offering" in front my alter some time during the night. Isn't that sweet!?!
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Pudd'n is fine this morning. You'd have no idea he fell off of Cuffy yesterday. Hell, last night he & Sam were running all through the house. Fuck, have to finish getting us ready for school. I find it pretty amazing. I HATED school and everything about it (exspecially middle school) and where am I trying to get a job at? School. Go figure.
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Monday, January 26, 2004
WE HAD A VISITOR LAST NIGHT OF THE SUPERNATURAL KIND.
As most of you know, Pudd'n does not sleep much.......at all. So during one of his many wake ups in the night, as I reached down to the cooler to get him his sippy cup. I saw Toezer's ghost walk across our bed room and disappear around the corner of the bed. I waited for the inevitable weight of her jumping up on the bed to sleep on Steve's side, but it never came. My heart would not stop pounding. I've never seen a ghostly visit before. I've only gotten signs that they were around (cardinals, $2.00 bills, songs). I've even felt a "cold spot" once before. I kept having dreams about her the rest of the night. Dreams that she some how managed to find her way home and would be ok. Now it is back to my regularly scheduled morning of mucus vomiting, poopy diapers, puppies that chew on crap that they are not suppose to, making lunches and getting two people ready for the day before 7:30 am. Fuck.
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
To the fuck head that stole a bottle of wine tonight.
May you get no mental rest until you pay for what you stole. May what you did comes back to you x3, x3, x3. This is my will so mote it be!! Muther fucker!!! Okay, now on to the mundane aspect of my life. Work was insane! We have 13 tables inside and they were ALL full. I even had people waiting at the bar for tables to be cleaned and cleared when they were finally free. Oh did I mendsion that I'm THE ONLY WAITRESS ON THE FLOOR!?! Phuck my pussay! I'm on my 3rd glass of wine trying to relax. Had a good laugh, read Venus's blog. She got her tongue pierced (ugh, no thanks!). I told Steve and he said "Lisa in Texas?", which sent me into a fit of laughter. My dear Lissie is as straight of an arrow as they come. Her parents hated me (well her mom did, I dressed like the true slut that I am and her father secretly loved it.) She still to this day comes to me for sex advice & stuff like that. I showed her how to do blow jobs with a carrot (in the school lunch room). Any way, I'm rambling. blah blah blah. I should go read something to expand my mind, but all I want to do it drink my wine, watch tv and feel my ass expand.
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
TIME TO UNWIND
Visitors are like fish, they are best gone after three days.........or they stink after three days. What ever......any way, for those of us who have company or have been company at someone's home for more than that all know the need for "unwinding". You can only be a good host/hostess for so long before you get cranky and need to unwind. You can't be entertaining 24/7. It just does not happen! How do you unwind? Read a book, take a walk, LOG ON TO THE COMPUTER. Simple little things. Things that keep your sanity and make you more fun to be around. I only get to see my family once a year if I'm lucky. I don't spend my ENTIRE vacation with them. Don't get me wrong, I love them dearly and freak out that "this may be the last Yule I spend with my dad" crap. But I know he needs his space and Goddess knows I need mine. What I am getting at, is that it is not rude or selfish to take some time to yourself first thing in the morning or late in the evening to unwind and give yourself some "me" time.
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DANGEROUS CURVES AHEAD!
We just got back from purchasing a treadmill! Norditrack had a great sale going on with a year of no finanse charges if you paid it off in time. So guess who will be wearing a two piece bathing suit this year at the beach? Between that and my pilot's in a box, my knee will be thanking me in no time! And how did we celebrate our new treadmill? We went next door for some isochronal! What was really cool was Pudd'n actually sat down to eat his icecream. He sat nicely and waited for us when we were done. He didn't eat much of his own and I could tell he wanted something else. So I told him "show mama what you want", he went back up to the counter and after a bit Steve figured out it was a soda Pudd'n wanted. Steve said "Pudd'n, do you want a soda?" Pudd'n answered with "soda". Floored both of us, he's never said soda before. By the end of the week I should have the treadmill delivered and set up. I can't wait!
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Friday, January 23, 2004
Tonight was fucking insane. We were dead until 6:30 and then every one and their fucking mother wanted to eat at our place. We filled up and had a wait out the door. Oh yeah, we were one server short. Ugh, what a night! At least I made decent tips.
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Well I've gotten Sam & DeeDee washed. For a retriever, Sam sure is not crazy about water.........yet. I'll wait until it warms up more to wash Jack. The other two I can fit in the tub, there is NO way I'm putting Jack in there. He's a wussy dog when it comes to water. I've also got the fresh linens on the bed and the laundry going. I'm ready for a glass of wine now.
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It's back to school for Pudd'n. Once he realized I was packing his lunch he pulled the "behavioral vomiting". Yeah me. I ignore it and continue with getting his things ready. He is feeling better, if he can spend 1 1/2 hours playing at McDonalds last night............he is healthy enough for school today. He still isn't eating much. His big thing now is pizza & french fries at the mall. Ran to Target to pick up a few things that I was running low on. Plus spending small fortune on up coming birthdays & valentines cards. I also got Pilates in a box. I really enjoyed going to Pilates when I had a gym membership. So I figured I'd give it a whirl. I also got a pedicure, needed that in the worse way. The only bummer was the brand spank me new bottle of nail polish I brought with me slid off the arm of the chair and fell to the floor. In my defense, it is one of those huge spa chairs with WIDE arms. Well this one was on a tilt unbeknownst to me until it was too late. I was proud of the fact that I used the "filter" for my potty mouth and did not curse like a sailor. Oh well, at least my toes are now presentable.
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
Now I know why I like to shop with out Pudd'n in tow. He HATES shopping and will be a little pain in the ass until we leave. He's good with big stores like Target & grocery shopping. There he knows there is something in it for him. But when we go to the mall...........forget it. I needed some of my hair care from Aveda. I grabbed what I needed while trying to keep puddin out of the little decorative fountain they had. Oh yeah, I need foot lotion, do you have any. Yeah to the tune of $18 a fucking SMALL bottle. The sales girl says "would you like the travel size?". Yeah sure (it can't be what? a few dollars I'm thinking to myself). Well my phone rings, I'm try (unsuccessfully) to get pudd'n over by my side and the girl rings up my purchase. I pay and leave. Then it hits me. What the fuck cost so much? I look at my receipt and it cost $7.50 for the fuckinng TRAVEL size foot lotion! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. Oh well. I'm worth it......right? Yes, I deserve it. I will be working the next 11 days STRAIGHT! WTF?! How'd I manage that? Oh yeaaaaaaaaah, I was a dumb ass and picked up a sub job for ALL next week. Making it two days in a row that I'll be working doubles. Fuck. What really sucks about the teacher's aid job is that I get paid only once a month. Ok, I'm done bitching..........for now.
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I just love this song by Dirty Vegas!
"Days Go By" You You You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Without you Without you Without you
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Well Pudd'n is showing signs of life. I was getting ready to make myself some soup when he walked into the kitchen with his socks. I ask him if he wants to go out and get something to eat. Pudd'n signs the word "eat" and then hits his chest (that mean "me" in Pudd'n language). So we get dressed and toddle on down to the food court at the mall. He ate a slice of pizza and some french fries. I picked up a teacher's aig gig for all next week. It sucks because it cuts into my riding time. Got some spell work done today. Now I think I will go nap or watch a movie.
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This cold sucks. I did not drink enough last night to feel THIS bad today. Can some one please remove the hot pokers from my sinuses?
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Ugh, is this a hang over? Or is it this stupid cold that is going around? Since my neck is hurting too, I'm going to have to say it was the booze last night. What is really sad is that I did not drink that much. Kari is a bartender and she knows how I like my drinks. So I only had two martinis. Yeah, not that much for me, but DAMN those things were strong! I also had a beer or two.
Last night we gave Sam a tiny bit of venison (my sister fedex's it to me from Mich). That was not a good idea. I woke up to gooy presents all over the living room. While I'm trying to clean that up, Pudd'n comes in. He too has a poopy diaper I need to clean. As I'm cleaning one end of Pudd'n, I notice big boogies coming out the other end. FUCK! I've only been up for a total of maybe 10 minutes. By now I'm sure you all are grossing out, too bad. Welcome to my world.......................
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
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 Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You have little sympathy or care for humanity and see them as existing for no real purpose - thus, you can be very manipulative and bend them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out of ten it will be strictly for your own self gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As soon as a person or situation is no longer productive or pleasurable in your life, you will rid yourself of it or them. You could very well have just a touch of superiority complex (or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of this, you are capable of love so intense that you place that person's wishes even above your own - the only time that you will do so. Chances are you are attracted to people in which you see...yourself. Though many hate you for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce, sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
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Ok, I'm bored out of my skull. Can't keep my face out of the chocolate either because I'm bored. The house is clean (for now) and I'm running out of things to do. Pudd'n is feeling MUCH better, still not eating though. I periodically go in and put some pedialyte in his mouth to keep him hydrated. He's not drinking much either. But at least he's in a good mood and playing with Sam. It is so damn cute to watch the two! Been kicking around what I want to wear tonight. Do I want to go with sweats & t shirt, no make up? Or do I want to dress it up a little? I think I'll dress it up a little. Maybe Ben will stop by! Yeah baby! Come to Mrs. Robinson!!! Hey, I can dream! I've got all my tarot cards packed so we'll have fun doing readings. Ugh, I have a feeling this is going to be a nasty cold.
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Monday, January 19, 2004
Love the quote on Saga's blog (see another day another blog). Mr. Hottie vet tech was not at work today. The saying an ounce of prevention beats a pound of cure is so true. Had I gotten off my lazy ass and gotten Jack's flea killer stuff, I would not of had such a high vet bill. I learned my lesson. Just call Jack "monkey butt" right now. They had to shave his ass from chewing it, he's HIGHLY allergic to fleas. For those who have had the pleasure of walking through my front gate know Jack puts on quiet a "big bad ass dog" show. He terrifies the neighbors. He become a big Wussy dog in the vets office. You drag him in and when it's all over, he's dragging you out. Dr. A walks in the room and Jack is cowering behind me. Dork.
Poor Pudd'n is so sick. I feel so bad for him. :(
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I have to take Jack & Sam into the vet this afternoon. The thought just hit me........"mr. hottie vet tech" will be working. Would I be too obvious if I put on make up and a boobie shirt???
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Horoscope (by Astrocenter.com)
Unfounded worries about money could be plaguing you throughout the day, dear Libra. Someone close to you may have given you some incorrect information, perhaps about your own personal financial situation, but more likely regarding trends in the economy in general that could affect your finances. Don't waste too much time worrying. Check out the facts for yourself before making yourself crazy. You'll probably find that you've been the recipient of some misinformation.
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Had a GREAT ride on Kip this morning. I swear riding that horse is better than sex! As I was tacking him up (saddling for those who are not horse savvy) I remembered the last encounter he had in the cross ties. Now I love Kip with all my heart, but the horse is a few sandwiches short of a pic nic. Ok, that is being kind...........The picnic basket is EMPTY. Last time Kip managed to get himself all worked up and flip over in the cross ties..........Also sending another VERY expensive show horse into a dither that caused HIM to flip over (it was an Arabian need I say more?). Any way, lucky for me, he did not freak out over nothing and stood pretty much calm for him while I saddled him up. Amy made the comment that Kip is much calmer for me than any one else. Well at least on the ground, I can count quiet a few times where the horse has made me wonder if I was going to make a visit to the emergency room. Why do I ride this horse you ask? Because he is AWESOME under saddle! He has a trot & canter that you can go all day in. Just a slight brush of your heel and he's off until you say stop. And he's soooooooooooo smooth. *heavy sigh* Any one have a cigarette?
Pudd'n was happy to go see Grandma. The two will snuggle up all day. She'll give him back rubs & foot massages. When I pointed out the fact she never did that for me, she came back with "well you always smelled like horse poop".........ok........you got a point. Horses are my passion. If I died on horse back you know I died HAPPY. Well, not that happy because I'd be away from my Pudd'n. My life IS Pudd'n. I'm rambling aren't I? I think I need some lunch and I KNOW I need a shower.
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Well pudd'n slept a little better last night. I gave him some heavy duty cold meds and rubbed vics on his little chest & back (ok, so he's not that little, but he will always be my baby). He was sure pissed about the vics (tactile defensive ya know). My mother in law called yesterday with a real slap in the face with a big fat dose of reality. We are going to have to make arrangements in the future for pudd'n to live in a group home when he is older. At this point and time it really does not look like he will be a productive member of society and know how to live by himself. This breaks my heart ( along with a whole other bunch of shit, but we won't get into that). Some day when I am old and can no longer take care of him or myself, I am going to have to rely on the kindness of strangers. Pudd'ns cousins don't give a shit about him, he's the strange one that plays in the other room. When we do force (yes, we just about have to twist a few arms) the kids to interact with them, they keep eyeing the door to escape. Fuck.
Pudd'n has a pretty bad cold, he keeps booting me out of his bedroom and closing the door. I'm sure he'll perk up when he finds out he is going to Grandma land. Well I need to get my butt in gear. Have to get Sam in for a puppy well check and Jack some stuff for his allergies. He's chewed his butt up pretty good.
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
Berry:: flavored lip gloss
Fiendish:: Venus's smile Bar:: flys Frank:: s & beans Bend:: over Fanatic:: bible thumper Belch:: Spaz Flagrant:: who farted? Burden:: grocery shopping Flimsy:: exscuses
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Guess what I got!?! No, not a social disease. A PUPPY!! (for those who I did not call in excitement yesterday). We got a fat, fluffy golden retriever. It's a boy and I named him Samwise (yes, I am a LOTR geek). He kind of reminded me of Sam, kind of heavy, cute and a loyal friend. That is what our Sam is going to be for Pudd'n. His loyal friend. I was kicking around the name Jameson, just to be a smart ass and keep with the Whiskey theme of most of my pets. Pudd'n has a cold or something going on, he was up again at 3 am and last night he had some serious "eye boogies". So today we get to go to the walk in clinic since his Dr. Office is not open.
Now we get to go drop a small fortune on puppy toys, food, collar, shots............Ugh! Oh yeah, he'll have to go to obediance class. OOOOOOOOOO but he's so damn cute! Of course, Pudd'n hasn't had too much interest in Sam so far. He had more fun playing with Sam's dad and trying to let the other 9 dogs out of the yard to play with. My current geriatric dogs are really pissed at me. Bring in a kitten and it's "oh yeah! This is great fun! Thanks for the new friend!!". Bring in a puppy and it's "die Nazi bitch! wtf?! Get it out of the house!!". Yeah, feel the love. So far we have had more success at peeing IN the house than out of it. *Heavy sigh*. Oh and I can see Steve kissing his slippers good bye too...........
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
Ok, we are now where near a full moon. WTF??? I crawl into bed last night at 11:30 (usual time). And 10 minutes later Pudd'n is up. He is up until 3 fucking am!!! I took him into his room and try and get him to sleep. Steve got up at 4, pudd'n and I went back into my room. We slept there for a while, I don't know what time he finally got up. Steve & I are zombies and we have a 2 hour drive ONE FUCKING WAY to go look at some Goldens. Pudd'n is ready for his own dog, so we are starting to look. No, he is not excited about getting a dog, he does not know that is what we are doing today. My bladder is begining to act up again. Great, just what I needed. Ok, all I can do is bitch right now, so I'm going to leave. Hopefully next time I write, I'll be in a better mood with a cute puppy terrorizing my poor older dogs.
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Friday, January 16, 2004
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I feel like Venus right now. Just got up from a nap. I have to leave in about an hour to go pick up pudd'n. So much for getting stuff done today. Oh well. WTF is up with Yahell? I put a new photo in and it showed this morning that it went through, now when I go back to see it. It is not there, only a stupid little x. We are going to the drag show again in Feb, can't wait. It will be another great time. Well I guess I'll go get something done that was on my to do list and then go get the light of my life. Sucks I have to work tonight.
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WTF? Pudd'n has slipped back in to his crappy nights sleep pattern. His toe walking is out of control too. We are constantly reminding him "flat feet" to no avail. I wanted to go riding this morning, but figure I'm going to have to come home and nap if I'm going to be any use to any one tonight at work. Fuck, I really wanted to go!!! I'm only going to be able to go riding 2x next week too. Picked up a teaching job for the week. FUCK! Ok, I can't keep a train of thought and I still need to make pudd'ns lunch.
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Thursday, January 15, 2004
I just gave myself a "day spa" at home. My legs are shaved, I've given myself a facial and I used my brand spank me new jar of sugar scrub from BBW. It smells heavenly! It is ylang & murrah. MMMMMMMMMMM
My skin feels so soft, I can't stop touching myself (now I sound like Lili).
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 You are Rogue! You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on just about anyone. You long for a serious relationship, but whenever you begin to get close to someone things always seem to take turns for the worse. But you have dealt with this lack of closeness with an almost constant flirtacious behavior. Which X-Men character are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla
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MY HOROSCOPE (AND I GUESS ATHENA'S TOO) FOR THE DAY.
Your financial picture brightens today thru work or service. Home and family plan$ now make sense. A new venture or assignment take off like a bang. (not a whoosh) Investing in health or fitness brings luck.
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Well I am doing a little better tonight. I've shoved enough food in my face to dull the pain for a bit. My boys were on tonight too and they served up some whup ass on ice. Spaz gave me a call. She is still dumbfounded that coyotes come around here. You don't see any in Detroit, you just have to worry about the rats. My back yard is now truly a pet semetary, 2 fish (yes fish, they were too big to flush), a parrot and now what is left of Toezer. I want to hang a sign like the one in Stephen King's novel. Yes, I'm getting twisted here. Hell, I even thought about putting a cross & candle memorial in my front yard, you know? Like the ones you see on the side of the roads where people have died? I think I'll go read now or play with my tarot cards. See what the future holds for moi.
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Thank you everyone for your hugs & phone calls.
I'm sorry that I have not called back those who have called me. I just don't feel like talking right now. I'm really mad at myself for not listining to "my little voice". Something told me to lock the dog door soon as Toezer came in last night. I did not do it immediatly, lost my train of thought and forgot to lock it. ( I usually don't lock it due to the fact that Jack is so old and he may need to get out.) And because I did not listin to my little voice my cat died a horrible death by a coyote. She should of died of old age while sleeping under her favorite tree in our back yard. Steve is kicking himself for not taking some stuff out to the van last night, if he had, he would of seen the gate was open. Yes I know it was an accident, but it still hurts a lot. We've had her for 12 years, she will be missed a lot. She was a very sweet & loving cat. She could also be a pissy bitch, hence her nic name of "princess". Toezer you were truly one of a kind. :(
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I killed my husband's cat.
What was the biggest thing I drove home to Venus when she house sat? What did I always say when you came through my front gate? For those who do not know, the answer is "make sure the gate is closed". Guess who did not when they came home last night. Me. Steve got up for work and Tozer our cat was no where to be found. He started to look for her and noticed the front gate was open. When he checked in the front, he found her fur all over our front yard. I gathered up the fur and I will bury it under her favorite tree in the back yard. He says he does not blame me, but I still feel like shit any way. I suck.
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Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Ok, the below statement was written by VENUS! I asked her to do a few simple things for me and this is what she does! BRAT! Lets get one thing straight honey..........I USED to feed into the belief that you have to be thin. I now want to lose this excess weight beacuse of my bad knee (thanks to 3 different horses) and heart problems run in my family! I NEED to stay healthy for my son. Who will love him if I'm dead in the ground at an early age? So MISS THANG........get your shiz nit straight before you go writing stuff in other people's blogs!
*snap snap* p.s. I'll get you and your little dog too.
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I'm a dork
I made a new blog because I'm a dork and I don't think I look good... even though everyone else knows that I'm a voluptuous goddess that could easily have any man she wanted. Unfortunately, I, like most women, have been socially programmed to be ever-dissatisfied with my body in honor of a completely fictional idea of the feminine physique. So even though I go on about wanting to lose weight and what not, I'll also been seeking the support of my female friends for self-acceptance and empowerment.
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WELL SO MUCH FOR THAT BRIGHT IDEA
So I lay down to try and take a nap. I figure I'll meditate a little and see what I get. Now some times I come up with (ok, ALL the time) some weird shit. Like the time I tried asking the Goddess what I needed to do and I got "go get a Brazilian with Lili" or my other "good one", What present should I buy and the answer was "a chia pet". Since weight was on my mind when I layed down, I was hoping for some good ideas. I got a good answer.........Use 24 hr. Fitness coupon and go down & see if you can talk them into that special they had for teachers back in Nov. Hey good idea right? If they say no to the Nov. Special, maybe they have something else? If anything, I get 7 days of a jump start at making my knees & back feel better. Well I found the coupon and the fucking thing expired Dec. 31. *heavy sigh*. Hmmmmmm another thought. Paco wants out of the house while in laws are in town..........She did personal training and likes yard work and I have an awesome Northwest coupon. Can you smell the smoke from my brain trying to think (or is that another candle setting something of mine on fire?).
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Well I started out with good intendsions today. Got Pudd'n off to school ok. But the pain in my neck, shoulders & back got worse. I normally wear two sports bras to go riding (big boobies bounce too much). I only wore one and figured I'd just trail ride instead of schooling in the arena. Well between my riding pants being too damn tight (still! muther fucker!) and even just ONE bra. I was in a lot of pain. So here I sit, back in my jammies & blogging. I think I will go take a nap and then get my nails done. But first I must whine! I was hoping that after a week my pants would be at least A LITTLE loser! I've been trying to watch what I eat and make better choices. I have cut back (ok maybe I can cut back more) on the booze. I rode the horses last week. Does that not count for any thing? I'd love to join a gym again, but I have had poor results in the past. I never really lose anything, just maintain my current weight. Ugh, I think I will go nap now.
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SNIF SNIF........WHAT'S THAT SMELL?
Ugh! I had to put some Tiger Balm on my neck & shoulders. What is Tiger Balm, it's a fancy word for "Bengay". That's all that this stuff is, only with a different name and a fancy package so people won't feel so old when they use it on their sore muscles. Ritual was nice. Lili provided the perfect choc. chip cookies to use for the "cakes & ale" for that step in the ritual. It was great to use all the goodies I got for Yule to do the ritual with. I don't know about the other girls, but it helped me raise my vibration a little more.........or what that the secret pleasure panties I was wearing?? (J/K). Well I need to get my ass in gear and Pudd'n off to school. I think I'll go riding and then get my nails done. uuuuuuugh I'm soooooooo sore. I need Brenden Shanahan to rub me and make me feel aaaaaaaaallllllll better.
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Monday, January 12, 2004
Well I think I over did it. I did yard work today and I only did the back half of the house too! What really pisses me off is I thought I got all the dog poop picked up. Turns out I was WRONG! How can I not see a pile o' poop you ask? LEAVES! My yard was full of them and they hid the shit well. So now I have to dig dog poopy out of the crevices of my sneakers. But the end result is nice. I got the mulch down in the flower beds, cedar chips on top of that, lawn mowed & raked, bird feeders filled and bird baths cleaned & filled. Oh yeah, I planted a few more flowers. The Fey are happy with me now. I can hear the birds singing too. Now I just have to get the front yard done (another day!). I'm coloring my hair right now and thinking of all the other things I still yet need to do. Pudd'n won't be going to granma land today (she put her back out), so I get to drag him to a few stores. Poor thing! Typical man, hates shopping. Well it is time to wash that gray right out of my hair! Too bad I won't be able to get my nails done today as planned. shit!
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
Mitchell:: Rosenthal.........the guy who got me drinking Jack Daniels & smoking Mary Jane at the tender age of 14.
Mercury:: shit they put in vaccines that gave my kid Autism Cycle:: aunt flo Engagement:: party Alternative:: Mad at Gravity Gang:: Lil rascals Emotional:: rollar coaster Skinny:: something I'll never be Hypochondriac:: heh heh heh, a certin person comes to mind. Insecure:: being in your 20's. (Goddess I love being in my late 30's!)
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For some stupid reason, I can't post my response for Tarot cards. I'm the Emperor (sp?). Work wasn't too bad tonight. I did break down and bring some pasta home tonight, at least I showed restraint and did not get any garlic bread. I had really bad night mares last night about Pudd'n. Even after I would wake up and go back to sleep, I'd go back to the damn dream. Fucker. Called on a litter of Irish Wolfhounds that should be born around Valentine's day. My current spazzy dog was born on that day. But poor old Jack is finally showing his age and Pudd'n wants a dog to play with. If we get one of these dogs, it will probably grow to be half the size of one of my horses (Kip is on the small side). Well I guess I'll go stuff my face now..........
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
FINALLY got to go see Return of the King. What a great movie. My panties were wet by the time we got out. Aaragon & Legolas are so damn fucking hot! Yeah baby Yeah! I'm having a hard time keeping my face out of the sweets right now. Why have them in the house, right? I guess I like to drive myself nuts. I, like Lili am into instant gratifcation. And right now I want chocolate in a bad way. Aunt Flo is gone, so I'm wondering why the hell I'm craving sweets so damn bad. Guess I'll go lay down and relax a little before having to report into work. Ugh. I need a day job and I need one NOW.
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Friday, January 09, 2004
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Too fucking true:
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WOW! I have fish in my aquarium! So that is what the suckers look like. Finally broke down and cleaned my tank. I needed filters and finally had the time to pick some up. I had to really drain the tank this time. So I took out my the very first fish BOWL that I used for said goldfish. I grab the little net and trot over to the tank. I look at the net, I look at my goldfish. I look at the net again...........FUCK! It is too small. My fish are as big as my fist. I have to use two hands to catch the poor things and then cram them into a little fish bowl while I clean the tank. Ugh, I don't want to go to work tonight. I have GOT to find a decent paying day job. I'm missing drumming circle tonight! How much does that suck! Got a spell to do on the new moon (see black cats) to try out. I'm doing one right now to help with this extra poundage I packed on over the holidays. You can really see it in my face in the photos from Mich.
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Ok, you girls are going to have to tell me how people find each other on Yahoo. Now mind you, the photo I have up is the one from my birthday party. I'm holding the gargoyle. I'm sure these guys are talking about the photo in my "albums" section. I know I look good in my dress, but I sure look better in the infamous bodiour shot.
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Yeah it's the full moon alright
mr_coco_bar: your hot irishwhiskey66: thanks mr_coco_bar: are u still married irishwhiskey66: yes, happily. mr_coco_bar: good luck and many more happy dazes irishwhiskey66: til death do us part. mr_coco_bar: 4sho irishwhiskey66: you live in Detroit? mr_coco_bar: yes mr_coco_bar: westside irishwhiskey66: I'm originally from Sterling hgts, irishwhiskey66: Just got back on Sunday from visiting family. mr_coco_bar: ok kool......i'm from ohio irishwhiskey66: Cedar Point! irishwhiskey66: that is the only thing I remember from there mr_coco_bar: really irishwhiskey66: yep mr_coco_bar: i dont remember that......lol irishwhiskey66: that and some bible thumping road side church under a tent. irishwhiskey66: luckily we were just passing by and not stopping in for a sermon. mr_coco_bar: i see your a people person irishwhiskey66: yep mr_coco_bar: kool mr_coco_bar: u have any single friends irishwhiskey66: yes mr_coco_bar: is she on line or close buy irishwhiskey66: nope mr_coco_bar: any that dig blackmen mr_coco_bar: ok irishwhiskey66: LMAO!, Oh yeah, my sista Lili LOOOOOVES the black men! irishwhiskey66: But she is taken mr_coco_bar: just my luck Then we end with this: mr_coco_bar: anytime....cyber can be good and safe ...plus it keeps the pussy warm for the hubbie mr_coco_bar: lol irishwhiskey66: thanks, but I think I'll pass. irishwhiskey66: hubby keeps my pussy VERY warm & active. At least they guy could spell and was in the USA. If you are bored Lili, look him up on Yahoo.
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
westinghouse_2004: hello
westinghouse_2004: how are you to day westinghouse_2004: westinghouse_2004: are uoy busy westinghouse_2004: irishwhiskey66: ooops! irishwhiskey66: sorry, cleaning house and forgot I left computer on. westinghouse_2004: ok no brplom westinghouse_2004: you have time for caht irishwhiskey66: depends upon what you want to chat about. irishwhiskey66: if it is cyber sex you want, forget it. westinghouse_2004: no westinghouse_2004: i good boy westinghouse_2004: irishwhiskey66: riiiiiiiiiiight. ok westinghouse_2004: you have nica pic irishwhiskey66: thank you irishwhiskey66: where is your photo? did not see any in your profile. irishwhiskey66: what state do you live in? westinghouse_2004: my name is mohmad westinghouse_2004: i life in libya irishwhiskey66: know what, I'm sure you are a nice person and all.........but I've already had some dealings with some on in Lybia. So I think I will pass on chatting with you. Thank you any way. Some thing tells me this is the same person from before. No thanks!
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Well I am in a much better mood! I've got the candles going Venus, but have to skip the bath. I've already taken my once a month bath. Actually, my tub is do damn small Pudd'n is even getting too big for it. So I have to wait for my next trip to Vegas to get a decent bath tub (providing we stay in a place with a tub). I replaced my patio chair cushions and man does it look 100% better. Pudd'n is at Grandma land and she's cooking me a turkey to boot! HOT DAMN! Now I don't have to go grocery shopping! All is right in my world. Trash man came today, thank Goddess, I'm drinking the Sunny D Venus left behind (with a lot of Vodka in it) and I'll get the house all nice & clean. Hell I may even surprize the hubby and fuck his brains out when he gets home from work today. Yeah...........That is sounding REALLY good right about now. May have to pull out the battery operated toy between now & then.
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Will some one come clean my house & do the yard work? Ugh, it is mocking me! Taunting me! Pudd'n is running around playing, so of course he is feeling fine and missing a day of school for nothing. Oh well, I'd rather be over careful than one of those parents that drop their kids off with runny, green snotty noses. I'm not exaggerating either.........I'm a sub for teacher's aids and I see it all the time. I am feeling some what in a funk today. I cannot put my finger on why I feel so blue. Aunt Flo is all gone, so I don't have her to blame. No spats with Steve, all is well there. I've gotten my mom's soap all made up (she LOVES my beauty soap) and the house is really half way picked up. So why the blues? I don't know. I hate feeling this way, I have much to be thankful for. I'm going to go clean something else. Ugh.
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Boy do I love the guessing game (insert sarcasm here). Pudd'n started throwing up this morning. Now for a "normal" kid that can talk and TELL you if they don't feel good, I have to guess if he isn't feeling well. Now throwing up is a usual indicator that some one "normal" does not feel good. This is MY kid we are talking about, just come over to my house and take a look at my carpet. Pudd'n throws up A LOT. It's a behavioral thing he learned when he was 2 and the Autism kicked in. So here I sit, watching him like a hawk to see if he is showing any other signs of not feeling well. I think I'm going to end up keeping him out of school. Ugh. I hate the guessing game!
Got some new patio chair cushions from Wal- Mart yesterday. I hope these ones fit. I am not going through another summer with my nasty old ones. Ritual last night was really nice. Since the moon was void of course we did not practice any magic. Instead we did a really long, relaxing guided meditation. The attendsion to detail on the alter was fabulous as usual. We called in Grandmother earth and Grandfather sky, the altar's bowls were wood, there were pine cones, earthy things and a beautiful animal shaped sand stone candle holder. The quarter callers all had musical instruments to help call in the quarters. The food table was awesome! Everyone brought really good munchies this time. There was a new guy that Candi and I were sizing up. Tall, brown hair, pony tail, blue eyes. He passed us by as he walked to a spot in the circle. I leaned into Candi and said "fresh meat smells good". He had really nice hands too, nice long fingers. Speaking of ritual, I got to use my new cauldron & quill pen that I got for Yule yesterday before the moon went Void. It was a lot of fun to burn the seal in a nice BIG cauldron! The winds were whipping up pretty good too, so it was cool to see the ashes fly away.
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Had a great rid on Kip today. What a difference those two horses are. Kip has a wonderful work ethic and can go all day. "You want me to canter? Sure!" Then there is Kirby. Kirby a.k.a. "Thigh master". He is the LAZIEST s.o.b. I have ever ridden! "What do you mean you want me to move over a slow crawl? I think I'd rather go eat". While out on trail, I saw a Vulture sitting in the tree tops sunning himself. A crow landed in the neighboring tree and while I was sitting there admiring the Vulture, I could hear the cry of a Hawk behind me. Very cool.
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Well I pop on line this morning, eagerly awaiting news of Venus' date last night. Only to be disappointed she has not blogged yet.
1. She is still out on said date and is not home yet 2. She is still sleeping after getting IN at ass crack of dawn to go to sleep. Heavy sigh. So I have to wait. Fuck. So far I'm doing good on the new year's resolutions. Well with two of them. I'm drinking so much damn water I'm ready to float away and I've ridden the horses every day this week. I took Pudd'n riding yesterday. He is now ready for the round pen & lunge line. I'm glad because I'm tired of having to jog next to the horse every time he wants to trot. And Pudd'n likes to trot A LOT! His balance is awesome, he rides with no hands. In fact, he's swinging his arms in wide circles while making his "stemming" sound. Thank Goddess Cuffy is a bomb proof horse (well DUH I sure as hell would not put Pudd'n on my two fruit cake of a horses!). Pudd'n truly loves Cuffy too, he has not been this affectionate with a horse since his beloved Hank died 4 years ago. Ugh, I have to get my ass in gear.
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Ok, I can't stop licking my computer screen. Colin & Orlando are so damn hot. I hope my Shanny does not get jealous!
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Colin & Orlando, YEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! Hey, even Angelina is doable! Let's see, I'd marry Orlando, but keep Colin as my boy toy for when I wore poor Orlando out.
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RRRRRRRRRRooowwwwwwwwRRRRRRRRRR!!!
 Colin Farell Please rate this quiz I worked hard on it thanks and I hope that you had fun What Celebirty are you going to MARRY?!(14 outcomes with pics for anyone) brought to you by Quizilla
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Now this is more like it!!
 You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will always treat you right and is very romantic. He will do anything for you. He is very polite and has deep brown eyes and is very good looking (which is another plus!). He can make anythind cheesy look really good (like sliding down stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing pointy ears for example). Congrats!! Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!) brought to you by Quizilla
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 Angelina Jolie Please rate this quiz I worked hard on it thanks and I hope that you had fun What Celebirty are you going to MARRY?!(14 outcomes with pics for anyone) brought to you by Quizilla Um, not bad. But I was hoping for a guy!!
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Monday, January 05, 2004
I come home tonight from hanging with the HOmies and my dog Jack is laying outside on his pillow. The poor thing is so sore, he could barely sit up. I felt so bad for him! I had even given him some aspirin earlier. It seems it did not help much. I know how he feels. I'm pretty wiped out myself. Had a great time hanging out with the girls. I need to give Lili my chili recipe. Venus delighted us with her culinary delights of cheese & crackers. Man, does that girl know how to spread..........Cheese. We got to ransack through Lili's clothes & jewelry again. Scored some more nice stuff. Her new bed spread is to die for. Now I know why I had to buy the red votive candles holders for her. Matches her sheets. Looking forward to doing some serious meditation. That is one of my new years resolutions.
1. Drink more water 2. Eat healthier 3. Meditate 4. Blow the o'l man more (keeps him in a good mood). Well I think that is enough. I could go on, but why strain the brain and make promises I can't keep? Oh yeah: 5. Ride the horses more (this will be an easy one!)
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Ok, some things I definitely did NOT miss while being gone:
1. Calif. freeways. They suck, plain & simple 2. My beloved dogs barking ALL THE FUCKING TIME AT NOTHING. 3. Price of gas 4. cookie cutter looking women at the mall. In mich, they come in all shapes & sizes. I also forgot to mension all the yummy, young service men I saw at Detroit Metro waiting for their flights. It was very hard not to wink, smile, lingering glances or plain ol' cat calls at them. Hubby & child were in tow. (heavy sigh). They sure were pretty though. Also, on our last day there we all went out for breakfast. I took Pudd'n out side when he was done and we were hanging out by the car snuggling. I heard something in the bushes and when I looked up, it was a cardinal. It was a clear sign that my beloved Granny was there.
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Went for a ride today on both boys. I will definitely be stiff tonight! With all the rains, the arena was out of the question. So we ended up going on trail to a spot that was dry enough to work the horses in. It was a lot of fun. Kip was a bit of an ass on the way home (he ususally is) and for a minute I thought I was going to get thrown. I had Jack (the dog, not my flask) with me. He had a great time, but the poor old thing is beat. He ran around the bull pen when I turned the horses out first and then followed us on trail. Looking forward to tonight with the HOmies, even though Lili is serving us CANNED chili!~
It is nice to be in my own home again (I'm sure Venus feels the same way!). It was so nice to snuggle up to Pudd'n in a comfy bed. He was happy to get back to school too. Oh man am I beat! Holy cow am I really feeling my sore muscles now! Last night we went to the book store, I got a gift certificate from my siblings. I picked out several books, but guess what I got? Steve found a "martini in a box". It has a shaker, jigger and book and was on clearance for $8.00 So I got that. I could not decide on a book, they all had some things I was interested in, but a lot of stuff I already knew and didn't need (casting circle, calling qrtrs etc......) I think I will order some Sabbat books. I got one for the up coming Imbolc, should be fun to do.
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Vintage:: Cars
Longing:: Lost love Specimen:: Anal probe Mock:: Smart ass Shit:: Word that comes out of my mouth a lot Friday:: Venus Cruel:: Swim suits Insufficient:: Cash flow Pessimistic:: Steve Grin:: And bear it.
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
hamza2003y2k: what mean something wiccan this way comes
irishwhiskey66: Wicca is a earth based relgion. irishwhiskey66: there is a car commercial out here that says "something wicked this way comes" irishwhiskey66: I saw a bumper sticker in a shop I go to that says "something wiccan this way comes", I thought it was cute. hamza2003y2k: yes hamza2003y2k: till me who is that girl with u in the pic she have blonde hair hamza2003y2k: whois she irishwhiskey66: I just got your card. That really is not appropriate to send to me. I am married. irishwhiskey66: she is my friend Venus. hamza2003y2k: is she single irishwhiskey66: yes hamza2003y2k: can u talk toher tome hamza2003y2k: iwill be good with her hamza2003y2k: can u irishwhiskey66: you want me to talk to her for you? hamza2003y2k: yes hamza2003y2k: im single and ilike her she looks like cute like u irishwhiskey66: I'll ask her next time I see her irishwhiskey66: she is a very beautiful girl. hamza2003y2k: i dont see to the faces i see to the hearts with inside the hearts do u understood what i mean frind irishwhiskey66: are you looking for a girlfriend? If so, I am NOT the person to be writing to. I am happily married and do not wish for an outside romance. irishwhiskey66: yes I understand, I just want to make it clear that I am nothing but a friend. I am not interested in romance. hamza2003y2k: what are u talking about hamza2003y2k: i knew u are marry i just need frinds from u irishwhiskey66: the e card you sent, it really was not appropriate to send. hamza2003y2k: that is it irishwhiskey66: ok, friends are fine. irishwhiskey66: the card you sent was a romantic type. hamza2003y2k: what i sent hamza2003y2k: im so sorry it s mestake soo sorry ok irishwhiskey66: yes, it was a lovely card, but ment for to romance some one. hamza2003y2k: sorry i didnet mean irishwhiskey66: no problem. So what do you think Venus. Want a pen pal?
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Seeker:: Chris Colombus
Mirror:: Ritual Fire:: Slyphs Goblet:: Chalice Empty:: my thoughts Secrets:: black mail Defense:: kick boxing Hatchet:: Molly Vapour:: Vics Ministry:: Corruption
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I am The Emperor