Thank you everyone for your hugs & phone calls.
I'm sorry that I have not called back those who have called me. I just don't feel like talking right now. I'm really mad at myself for not listining to "my little voice". Something told me to lock the dog door soon as Toezer came in last night. I did not do it immediatly, lost my train of thought and forgot to lock it. ( I usually don't lock it due to the fact that Jack is so old and he may need to get out.) And because I did not listin to my little voice my cat died a horrible death by a coyote. She should of died of old age while sleeping under her favorite tree in our back yard. Steve is kicking himself for not taking some stuff out to the van last night, if he had, he would of seen the gate was open. Yes I know it was an accident, but it still hurts a lot. We've had her for 12 years, she will be missed a lot. She was a very sweet & loving cat. She could also be a pissy bitch, hence her nic name of "princess". Toezer you were truly one of a kind.
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