Thank you everyone for your kind words.
I'm feeling a bit better today. Some days it just gets to be too much. You jump through hoops and do your best. But you still feel like you are not doing enough. It always feels that you are not doing enough and you are just too tired to feel like trying any more. And when I'm talking about one way relationships, that covers family and friends.
I'm also worried about the van. We are worried that the damage will be more than what the van is worth. I know for a fact we can't handle a car payment! I'm STILL waiting for a damn adjuster. State F. called yesterday to inform me that since Ms.M (the lady that hit me) had purchased the extra insurance on the rental car she was in when she hit me, THEY will be taking care of everything. So I'm suppose to wait for THEIR adjuster to call. I asked for a phone number to hopefully expidite things. I'm paying out of pocket for my medical right now and I just want to get the van fixed. They give me a number, but it is no help.
Even more fustration that I just don't need right now.
