Lunch with Lili yesterday was a good time. She's been working out and you can tell, that girl looked good enough to eat! Oh hell, who am I kidding. No matter what that girl ALWAYS looks good! She had a turqouise colored top that made her blue eyes pop with color. It was great to see her, it sucks that she had to move so damn far away!
Went to C.Creek last night to give Kerry money for the room we did not use and to pick up some of my "crack" (p.light candles). Of course I forgot to get the candles, but at least I remembered to pay Kerry. I was trying to have a good time, but it really depressed me even more sitting there.
It was busy.....Marcos is not (where I work)
My friends work there and have a great time together.......I'm stuck in a place that 99.9% of the people speak only spanish.
All the regulars were coming in and asking about how the trip to Mexico went.......well, we all know that steve & I didn't go.
I'm just fustrated, plain and simple. I've passed out my applications to get the hell out of Marco's. Either no one is hiring or they can't accomodate the nights that I can work.
Today is also the last day that pudd'n will be wearing diapers to go poopy in and that has me nervous. We tried 2 years ago about this time and it was a disaster. It's a control thing with him really. He takes a piss in the toilet, he just won't poop there. It's not like I can slip him extra fiber drinks either, he's VERY picky at what little he does eat or drink. I'm trying to have faith right now that everything is going to work out and I'm having a hard time doing that.