Ritual tonight was awesome! We had it next door to the G.G. instead of it's normal place at another new age store. It was roomier and a hell of a lot more quiet. I brought the darling pewter shot glass Sandy (Dirty Ashtray)to use as my chalice. I got half a dozen or so compliements on it. When it comes time for "cakes & ale" (similar to Catholic communion) we can bring our own chalice, or drink from the alter cup. Well, I'm not big into sharing coodies, so I always bring my own cup. Preferable a shot glass, so when the high priestess says "may you drink deep of life". I do just that, I flash her an evil smile, slam back the "ale" and tell her "and you as well my lady".
Sat. with the girls was the first piece of the puzzle, tonight was the final one. I feel much better after ritual. I worked with the element of fire tonight. Goddess knows, I NEED it. If I see a picture of a half naked man holding a plate of nachos, and the nachos interest me more than the man. Then I KNOW I'm missing some passion in my life. Passion in everything, every aspect. Only two more months and Pudd'n is out of school, so I will no longer have that long ass drive. That will free me up and not drain me so damn much. Got a new bloodstone to carry in my pocket for when I go to Ken's tomorrow night. I can't wait to give my 2week notice at my current job.
It's time to step out of the darkness and into the light.........