Can I have some cheese to go with my whine?

It is going to be a bad PMS month. I can feel it already. I'm trying to look at the positive, not the negative. Some days it's just harder than others. I am trying to stop feeding negative energy in to not having enough money to cover things. I wouldn't be freaking out so bad if I had made decent money on friday and if Ken didn't cancel on me on Thurs. I took yesterday and today off, which means.......no money.
I started freaking a bit when I realized that tomorrow I'm suppose to bring cupcakes & pizza for Pudd'ns birthday party at school. Then I remembered that I still had the cash my dad sent me for Pudd'ns birthday. Pudd'n does not need anything (my mom has covered all those bases) so I'll use the cash for that. See? problem sovled, quit worrying. Yesterday Athena lost a good amount of cash at the spa. I'm ready to freak out and she says "it's ok, it's just money, I'm not going to let it have power over me. Who ever found it must of really needed the money". So I'm trying that train of thought right now.