Feeling blue...........

Today we got together with Steve's family for an early Easter. We do that every holiday. I love it, we get to see every one on both sides of the family now. Any way, it was really hard for me today for some reason. Pudd'n has two cousins that are just a couple of months older than him. I watched Scott & Chris play together, along with the other older cousins. It broke my heart. My son should of been playing with them. He should look forward to these family functions instead of whineing and hideing out in a back room. We bring his tv and videos for him. The younger cousins would come in and watch tv with him, but for the most part, everyone ignores Pudd'n. I've tried to get him to play with them, I've tried to get them to interact with him. I feel like such a failier some times. I remember happy memories of playing with my cousins growing up, I hear the stories of steve and his. What kind of memories will my son have? None. So hear I sit, trying not to cry or let steve know I'm ready to cry.