I am so fucking tired right now I can't see straight. I'm coughing up a fucking lunge and it feels that my cold is coming back in force. There will be a sub. Teacher in class today, which means my lovely little A.D.D. kids will be acting up more than usual. I am emotionally drained too, a dear friend of mine is involved in a toxic relationship with a man. I need to learn to step back and not get so emotionally involved. It is hard, I love her dearly and hate it when ANY of my friends hurt. That is why I am drawn to witch craft so much. It's all about the healing and getting in touch with your inner Goddess. You are feeling down? Here, try this herb or stone. Want a boost in your love life? Let me look something up, you deserve to be happy. Boss causing stress at your job? Here honey, wear this to deflect it. Feeling depressed? Here is a talisman to carry. Some days (like today) I feel I'm giving too much of myself away. I feel that I am so busy trying to be accommodating to everyone but myself. I just want to crawl back into bed and sleep the entire day away. But I can't, I have a huge list of things to do and it does not get any smaller. The list just keeps on growing. Last year I went to a very powerful meditation at the Chakra Shack. George's words are ringing true in my head right now. "You want to heal the world. You have to take care of yourself before you can do that. Take care of yourself and you will easily heal the world". (or something to that effect........It's been a few months). For me "the world" of course is my son. I am of no use to him when I am this tired and drained. Fuck, I have to get my shit together and get to school. I'm late already.