Had a great day. Got lots of soaps made, got an awesome pedicure. My toes are a lovely bright red with flowers on them. Pudd'ns Dr. Appointment went well, he was such a good boy. Went to the pumpkin patch and enjoyed watching him spend an hour on the slide.
Today I got lots of messages about what my thoughts create and how I want to live my life. I was thinking about how our thoughts create our reality, what you think about the most, you bring about. As I was pondering this, a small spider came down on it's web. This was a confirmation to my thoughts. Are you living the life you want?
Spider totem is about writing and weaving the life you want to create & live. So I will make an effort to write more, to bring out the creativity that needs to get out. I will focus more on the positive. I will love myself more and be kinder in my thoughts. I do not need to be a size 4 to be a beautiful woman. I am gorgeous no matter what size I am. I will make every effort to be some what "pulled together" when I leave the house. I'm not talking full on make up, but at least I'll brush my hair and not wear leopard slippers when I drop my kid off to school. I have been doing my best to live the life of a woman of magick. I have noticed my totems, I have given thanks for them and the messages I receive from the Goddess when my spells work. I make an effort to celebrate the Sabbats. Now I need to focus on taking care of me, so I can be at my best mentally & physcially. There is only one "me" and I need to be around for a long time to take care of my son. But I also have to remember to take the time to take care of me.